Good gracious!
Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2014 7:14 pm
Hey y'all! It's been FOREVER since I've been on...
For starters, I finally got a job. It's only a part time gig as a hostess at my favorite local midi an restaurant, but it serves it's purpose. Lol And I might actually be getting another job at a photography studio working in the office. Praying that works out $200 every other week barely gets me by...
My there's mixed news about my crew....
Todd and Dixie are doing fantastic. 2 happy, healthy goofballs.
Jazz however is doing poorly... He seems to be starting to have more bad days than good... He just sleeps all the time. We thought we had figured out how to handle his problems and he was getting better. His hair was growing back in, he was gaining weight back and he was so full of life... But his problems have come back with a vengeance... I'm at the end of my rope... It breaks my heart to see him the way that he is now... I'm feeling like the kindest thing I could do for him now is to let him go. We've exhausted our resources and we still don't have solid answers. We've battled this for almost 3 years and it's not getting any better. I love my Jazz-Man so so much and it truly kills me to think about him not being here anymore, but as I've been told before, I have to think about him first. Is his quality of life good or is he miserable? Honestly, I feel like he has a very poor quality of life with all of his health problems. If there was something left to try, I'd try it. But at this point even our vets are stumped... And no matter how much I tell myself it'll be for the better for him, I'll never be able to be ok with this. I feel so helpless. And I feel like I've let him down...
I'm sorry to come back with such depressing news....
For starters, I finally got a job. It's only a part time gig as a hostess at my favorite local midi an restaurant, but it serves it's purpose. Lol And I might actually be getting another job at a photography studio working in the office. Praying that works out $200 every other week barely gets me by...
My there's mixed news about my crew....
Todd and Dixie are doing fantastic. 2 happy, healthy goofballs.
Jazz however is doing poorly... He seems to be starting to have more bad days than good... He just sleeps all the time. We thought we had figured out how to handle his problems and he was getting better. His hair was growing back in, he was gaining weight back and he was so full of life... But his problems have come back with a vengeance... I'm at the end of my rope... It breaks my heart to see him the way that he is now... I'm feeling like the kindest thing I could do for him now is to let him go. We've exhausted our resources and we still don't have solid answers. We've battled this for almost 3 years and it's not getting any better. I love my Jazz-Man so so much and it truly kills me to think about him not being here anymore, but as I've been told before, I have to think about him first. Is his quality of life good or is he miserable? Honestly, I feel like he has a very poor quality of life with all of his health problems. If there was something left to try, I'd try it. But at this point even our vets are stumped... And no matter how much I tell myself it'll be for the better for him, I'll never be able to be ok with this. I feel so helpless. And I feel like I've let him down...
I'm sorry to come back with such depressing news....